The Fire is out

I was forced to confront a lot of painful things last night. I haven't slept well in about four days; only about two hours last night. I'll be only nine over the last few days. I'm pretty well exhausted.

When you're a photographer you have to find your creative inspiration. Right now I feel like I've lost mine. Sure, I can still shoot a better picture than 90% of photographers but in my mind the pictures I am doing now lack something. I usually find a magic in my model and manage to capture that in the image. I'm just not feeling that magic right now.

That inner fire that drives me is out right now. I'm not quite sure what to do about it.